Hi all,
I've been kept away from the boards despite the promise I made to myself to return regularly, mainly because of work and also, I guess, from an ongoing "bad vibe" in our gaming group eroding my Trek motivation.
I offered today a peaceful discussion to solve our differences, if there were some. I guess I opened the hornet's nest, because soon after that, some players decided they were fed up with the game and that we should decidedly end it all now without any proper conclusion.
I keep the tiny hope that over time, people will calm down and we'll be able to resume gaming on good terms.
However, for the moment, five years of gaming have found an abrupt and sad end. I deeply hope this will not impact on our personal friendships. Maybe it was better we end the game, I don't know. Maybe as GM I should have ended the game before. Time will tell.
I just wanted to apologize for leaving the boards suddenly again for a while. There are many people I like a lot here (you know who you are) but I went through times when seeing the color scheme of an LCARS system was enough to send me running off.
I've still tried to keep lurking and wanted to send big thumbs up to all the projects going on here, there's awesome talent. And thank you for all the positive and constructive feedback you all gave me about ESO, this kept me up, Trek-wise, at some times.
I hope I'll be able to stick more to the boards in the future. I still like Trek, I had the most awesome gaming moments of my life with my group, and these are the memories I'll keep of it!
Keep gaming! And remember, when things get to a head, that IT'S JUST A GAME.
Depressing rant ended!
Peace :)