I feel odd as I leave the library today, as if when I am able to come back this will all be gone. I almost died friday night when I sufferred a brain siezure and went out for over an hour. I am better now but I am sill not out of the woods yet. Now I come and find that the one place which I have dedicated the most amount of time on the internet too will soon be gone and with it connections to people who I consider friends and allies and even worthy foes at times. I am reminded of a scne from the movie Waterloo when Napoleon (Rod Stiger) is entering exile on Elba and he is addressing the old guard for the last time and says:
"I have come to say good bye. Though I love you all I can not embrace you all . . . (Napoleon sees a flag and walks to it and kisses it, embracing it) . . . Remember me my soldiers . . . my children!"
Were will I find a place now to bounce my screwy ideas around ?